My Mother Melba Can Go To Hell For All I Care

Asnat with her mother, in 2025. Then, Kaura with delirious, self proclaimed “mother”, Melba Whitehead, um-teen years ago. 

My mistress celebrates my position in her life. Whereas, Melba rejected me to only realize she is and will be nothing without me. One fact remains clear in both images, I have an unaccountable youthful soul. A spirit bright enough to shine in the midst of psychological, physical and spiritual torture. Then again it’s just a picture. What matters is what I see and now, who I choose. That will always be Queen Nandi. Go cry about it. 

Brainwash, to pressurize someone into adopting radically different beliefs by using systematic and often forcible means. By Oxford’s definition and my own analysis of memory, this was my experience. I had been a victim of false imprisonment, physical abuse and neglect. Melba was the voice of my inner monologue. My thoughts were not my own, I believed I was not entitled to free will. She was never around but her voice , her nagging, her criticisms still haunted me. As a result of Melba’s demonic nature and methods of torment, I suffered for over 20 years in silence. Although, I’ve never been one to shy away from opportunities to express myself, I was brainwashed. Or so I told myself to live with the thought that I was simply ignored by all the relatives who saw and heard my cries for help. Day after day, I prayed for true freedom from the tyranny of the world I lived in. Here I am, I have nothing to prove. You’ve heard it all before, and yet the world still interrogates me as the perpetrator with questions the world only asks BLACK victims. “Why didn’t you leave?” And my personal favorite, “Why didn’t you say this years ago?” I don’t know, maybe because NOBODY LISTENS.

How vicious is a “mother” who encourages edomites to call her BLACK child a vulnerable, incapable, mentally unstable slave? Even your ploy to publicly humiliate and insult my intelligence is nefarious. Everything you do is methodical, hence why the four, 15 year old pictures you have of me are just now seeing the light of day. The fact that I have not even a single memory of this day substantiates my judgment of you. I only have terrible memories of you because you are truly a terrible, demented and disgusting person. Which is why I never mentioned you or any of your foul spirited kinfolk. Prior to you making your debut as the mother of the missing texan lady in Scottish forests, you were an irrelevant, insignificant, nobody. I held my tongue and spared all of yall but no more. Now I hold the power of your fate as a characters in MY story. You can go to hell for all I care. 

Kubala Kubala Ilizwe 

marry chiwenga, her maid minnie baloyi, the sign of the impending doom and judgement of zimbabwe

in the land inhabited by the moabites, which they call zimbabwe, an abomination has happened. a maid has surpassed her own mistress. her name is minnie baloyi, the lowest of all women ever born in zimbabwe. raised by a stepmother, never to have known a mother’s love, you can see the hatred in her eyes. 

in the eyes of the maid, you can see her hatred 

her predecessor, her own mistress, is now a cripple, she has one arm left, and one leg left, her mistress has become so hated by her husband, she has never seen her own children for over half a decade. her name is marry chiwenga, or rather mubaiwa. 

now as marry chiwenga suffers her fate, to be left a cripple and be replaced by a maid, without her children, the maid minnie baloyi is the one raising the children of her mistress marry, as she was unloved and raised by a stepmother, so she raises the children of her mistress, who is now banished. a barren woman has became a mother to the children of her mistress. 

the people of moab, known today as zimbabweans celebrate this abomination that has happened under the sun. because of the evil in their hearts, they can not perceive that this is a sign to them, of what shall become of every woman of zimbabwe/moab. 

as the world enters into the millennium kingdom, moab is the washpot of the creator, yahowah. as the prophet jeremiah declared, there is judgment reserved for moab in these last days, for these two women, marry chiwenga and minnie baloyi are but a sign unto them. they all shall remember these two women on that day. 

moabites love what is evil, and calls it good, hence they love the maid exceedingly, the one who has replaced her own mistress, minnie baloyi. they know not that the fate of minnie is worse than the fate of her mistress marry. 

for it is better to have no leg, and no arm than what shall become of minnie. she shall be bare before the world, and she shall drink the cup of her mistress marry. 

better is the cup that marry has drunk

than the cup her maid shall drink before the world 

for the maid has bleached her skin, and changed her appearance, but she shall be seen for what she truly is, on that day. 

every woman in the land of moab shall be like marry chiwenga, no husband, no children. this is what shall become of this land of zimbabwe, for every man in this land shall be slain, and they shall all drink the cup of marry, starting with minnie, for this great abomination and evil that has happened in the land inhabited by moabites, the children of lot, in these last days, who call themselves zimbabweans. 

and the cripple shall reign over them, and they shall all drink her cup, the cup of the daughter of moab. for they shall all become marry, the shura of moab. 

for blessed is the prophetess mary-tamar the mother of chaka, nandi of the north, for she left these wicked people, who were her people, and her husband atehene, the lion of the tribe of judah, loved her exceedingly, and blessed her above all women. 

nandi was loved exceedingly by her husband, and she prophesied for the king against her people 

and she stood and prophesied against moab, at the instruction of her lord husband, the one who feared yahowah, and not a single word from her mouth ever fell to the ground. 

this prophecy is sealed above as below 

kubala kubala ilizwe 

“For three things the earth is disquieted, and for four which it cannot bear: For a servant when he reigneth; And a fool when he is filled with meat; For an odious woman when she is married; And an handmaid that is heir to her mistress.” Proverbs 30: 20-23